Something missing

I feel there's something missing, that I need something more. I'm happy but, still, I need something more, something I don't have, something lots of people doesn't have, something some people has, something that it's important but I can live without, something that should be there but that does not leave an empty space. Something that completes me but, still, I'm not incomplete. Something more.

Freak is sexy

Allò que és tant absolutament freak com per a ser genial és indiscutiblement sexy. És un fet. Quan es sobrepassa el límit del que és freak s'entra en un territori ambigu on tant freak com és fa que sigui sexy, almenys així ho veig jo. I dins d'aquest territori ambigu avui he fet un descobriment: Apparatjik

Són tant terriblement freaks que els fa sexys independentment que hi hagi en Guy Berryman (no negarem que hi ajuda molt), però aquest punt de freakisme extrem que porta a que les cançons estiguin posades a la web com a fòrmules... ufff. I es que és això, m'encanten els homes freaks i que combinen dues "professions" totalment oposades, m'encanten els freaks, no hi puc fer més.


4 Could Keep a Secret If 3 Of Them Are Dead

Alone

We could say that I'm kinda a lonely person, kinda a sociopath, I'm asocial I feel better when I'm alone when I can do wathever I want to, even if I don't want to do anything, but it turns out to be that when I'm alone I usually do lots of things. I don't feel I need to live with someone to be happy, I just want to live my life, be left alone and have my own space to breathe. But no one understands that, no one feels that being asocial is good for anyone, it's not normal. And I say F**k off! I don't care about being normal, I just need to do what I want in my own space, it's good to be like me, I can be alone and I won't cry, I can live without someone at my side 24 hours per day. I'm not saying that I don't need love, everybody needs love, but I feel that I need a free love, someone like me, that doesn't care about being alone, someone that needs another one for some winter nights and summer days, someone who can understand that sometimes I'm just too angry to talk, that sometimes I'm too stupid to think. I don't need another shadow, I've one and it's enough, I don't need another mum or dad or grandma, I don't need someone who wants to know where I am every minute, I just need someone like me. So what's wrong on being wrong?

Masclisme disfressat d'excuses

Estic farta d'haver de fer coses per que si o per que "jo he estat treballant tot el dia i tu no fots pal a l'aigua", sobretot per que la raó real és que ho he de fer per que sóc LA gran, tot seria diferent si fos EL gran. Llavors podria fer el que em dongués la gana sense donar explicacions, no hauria de sentir-me dir que hauria d'ajudar més a casa i altres coses que he d'aguantar i tot per que no sóc com ells voldrien, per que els he sortit tarada suposo. I jo l'únic que vull fer és agafar totes les meves coses i marxar a viure SOLA sense ningú que m'emprenyi, i fer les coses per que s'han de fer i no hi ha ningú més per fer-les i no per que si, per que et toca a tu. I m'és igual arribar a casa i no tenir ningú amb qui parlar per que de fet quan sóc a casa tampoc hi ha ningú que m'entengui i m'escolti. De fet ara mateix no seria aquí sinò fos per que no tinc un altre lloc on estar.